5 + 2 = 7
Life so far has been good I must admit. With Anisa, Nadia, Hafis and Muhaimin in my class, oh, plus Louis, this semester's gonna be fun. I know it will. I've seen all the modules. I've seen all the lecturers and tutors. They seem very nice. And I strongly feel that I can score reasonably well for all the modules. As compared to last semester, I feel that I can understand more and learn the modules better now. Maybe because now that I have my specs with me. But that's beside the point. I honestly wanna do well this semester. With the help of my classmates, especially the smart ones like Louis and Liping, I know I can do it.
Youth Got Talent semi finals on Sunday. I planned to practise my song in the other room after school today. Was excited about it actually. For once, I didn't care if my parents were at home. I was gonna sing out loud and not mind their presence. Reached home and I noticed an extra pair of slippers outside. That excitement just..died. I knew what was in store. Mum told me Grandfather had arrived. I stared at her, hard. She talked to me. I understood. I honestly do.
I don't mind them staying with us, really. I'm trying my very best to stay positive about it. No more singing out loud or beatboxing freestyle at 3am in the morning. No more 'fighting' with my siblings. No more this, no more that. We have to be at our very best when they're around. Yes I understand all that. We have to respect them. I do.
But not to the extent where my parents get so stressed about it, and scold us for no reason. For example, Sister just got scolded for using the computer. It would be better if she were to study, so said Dad. The thing is, she just finished her PSLE. What's there to study about? Mum will talk to Dad about it. And it goes on and on and on.
What if I'm doing my projects one day at home, and Mum or Dad suddenly rant everything at me? I'd get affected won't I? The whole family will right? Then the atmosphere will turn dull. I won't have the mood to study, or even do anything. I'd just rant to anyone online, or here.
I really, really hope things will be fine. I've decided to reach home late everyday. Unless things get better.
Oh one more thing. I still think girls who smoke is a big, big turn off.
you're next.
Youth Got Talent semi finals on Sunday. I planned to practise my song in the other room after school today. Was excited about it actually. For once, I didn't care if my parents were at home. I was gonna sing out loud and not mind their presence. Reached home and I noticed an extra pair of slippers outside. That excitement just..died. I knew what was in store. Mum told me Grandfather had arrived. I stared at her, hard. She talked to me. I understood. I honestly do.
I don't mind them staying with us, really. I'm trying my very best to stay positive about it. No more singing out loud or beatboxing freestyle at 3am in the morning. No more 'fighting' with my siblings. No more this, no more that. We have to be at our very best when they're around. Yes I understand all that. We have to respect them. I do.
But not to the extent where my parents get so stressed about it, and scold us for no reason. For example, Sister just got scolded for using the computer. It would be better if she were to study, so said Dad. The thing is, she just finished her PSLE. What's there to study about? Mum will talk to Dad about it. And it goes on and on and on.
What if I'm doing my projects one day at home, and Mum or Dad suddenly rant everything at me? I'd get affected won't I? The whole family will right? Then the atmosphere will turn dull. I won't have the mood to study, or even do anything. I'd just rant to anyone online, or here.
I really, really hope things will be fine. I've decided to reach home late everyday. Unless things get better.
Oh one more thing. I still think girls who smoke is a big, big turn off.
you're next.
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