Differences

SEP was okay. At least I could answer most of the questions. Went to school for 2 hours and back home. How sad is that?

Complain again. Got scolded for scolding my sister. I have my own reason okay. She took out her Math book, placed it on her lap, turned to this page, and turned on the tv. She carried on watching like no one's business while the Math book waited for her. So I scolded her. Not like I used this evilish, demonic tone on her right? I scolded her "nicely" and sarcastically. And boom boom pow! I got scolded. Sweet eh?

Why, why, why did i even fall for you in the first place? I keep asking myself. Why did I want you so bad? Why did I even plan to wait for you despite knowing things wont't work out? Why did I still insist in telling you that things will be fine, that I won't go anywhere, yadda yadda? One word. Faith. But whatever you know, everything's gone, done and over with.

Too busy? Things going too slow? Scared to commit in a relationship? So what? It's not like I want a relationship now right? I just want to get to know you better, deeper. I need that anyway. Too busy? Hello, I won't go anywhere. Things going too slow? Might break up in the end? What happened to Faith? The fact that you said all that shows that the feeling is gone, right? If not, so what if things are going too slow? Too busy? Sorry but, those are just excuses. I still don't understand you know. But it's okay. Nothing matters now. Thanks for... for.. I don't know. Thanks for whatever that has happened la eh.

That's it. No more girls for me. So what if I'm gonna have my first when I'm 20+? No wrong at all. Sick and tired of this.