Once bitten, twice shy

school life is just so screwed. didn't know a singe shit about the lab test just now. math test was screwed too. in short, school is screwed.

after school, dance practice for wednesday. then, ate at amk. ok they ate. not me. honestly? waste of time. me and nazirul were like, some extra fucktards coming in their way. sorry but that's how i felt.

seems like i'm losing everyone. fuck it. life is screwed too. ok la not really screwed but yeah. ups and downs of life. and i keep facing the downs. things can only get better yeah? i hope.

oh, last message to you. i just wanna thank you for everything. i still don't get certain things though. but that doesn't matter anymore does it? some of your reasons, i don't know, just don't make sense? but yeah. decision's final right? i respect that. i don't know what else to say already. torned.