Failure

nothing is going right at the moment. like, really, nothing is.
everything's so fucked up.
expect more fucked up faces from me everyday.
hate me all you want.


i give up.
no use going for them when either you're not appreciated or you get nothing in return.
two times is enough.
that's it.
it's always like that.
you try so hard, but what do you get in the end?
nothing at all.
i expected it anyway.


let's try looking on the bright side shall we?
hmmm let me see.
i don't have to always think of one.
and,
i don't know.
that's it?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.


i look scary when i'm showing those fucked up faces eh?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
what to do.


Gosh, i swear i need Ramadhan.


oh, and to you.
i don't think you know who you are.
please eh, kau punye perangai eh,
SUMPAH tak perlu tau.