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let's talk about today.

came to school late, as always, for lab. did the lab. then some parts with the help of hannah. thanks a lot ya.

then dsa. presentation sucked like i don't know what. we were supposed to explain line by line, the codings of our application and program. i was practically mumbling la. i didn't know what i was talking about also. i still had the cheek to say 'ok i would now like to pass the time over to Christine, my next speaker, who will continue to elaborate on the next set of lines.' hahaha!

after that was dinner at toa payoh. with darren, jane and jin hon. actually hannah was supposed to join. but she met her parents instead. jane damn attitude la. people talk nicely to her, she roll eyes la, act cute la, ignore us la, blabla. just because me and darren took a couple of her Impact sweets, wanna give attitude la? haha. but it was fun la eating with those 3.

then home. was so bored. and fuck i didn't have the mood. i should be happy. i mean, i don't know. are things back to normal? if yes, i should be really happy. but no. i didn't have the mood at all. why? i don't know. i really shouldn't give a fuck about other people. i should only care for one. but why?

anyway, yeah, got home, so bored that i skyped with clara. we crapped for a while. thanks for sorta killing my boredom okay. haha.

then ya, i'm now stoning. oh ya! i feel like keeping my hair like, long and thick. i don't care if it looks like a bird's nest or madagascar lion or whatever. so if i emo anytime in school, the hair so called 'fit' la right. ya i think i'll keep it long. cute also mah. cause if short hair right, people keep saying handsome la, hot la. i wanna get something new. so yeah, cute cute cute! =D

oh yes! this coming wednesday, SoundCard will be performing! the whole of us will be dancing at the atrium! imagine me dancing! hahaha! but yeah, we'll be dancing to 2 national day songs. whoever that's free, do come down okay!

i've been thinking a lot, like, a lot. i realised how really stupid i was. a promise to not repeat the same mistake ever again. decision is final. heart is only open to one. sorry girls. yes this may sound corny or whatever but yeah, this is an extremely strong message to, i don't know, generally everyone?

yes, i'm really happy with whatever i have now, like really. but some things just got to stop. you know i know.

i guess the message is pretty much very clear. yeap. oh! i can't wait for holidays. 1 month of intensive workouts. time to get rid of the tummy and shape up the arms. chey chey!

the more i look, the more i think, the more i'm certain that this is what i want.

imy.